I have named you Kevin

 I have named you Kevin. (your name is not Kevin) You are the most beautiful man I have ever seen. I remember the first time I saw you. You were wearing blue shorts and red t-shirt. There was something about you. You had that confidence. The smile that could light up a room. I knew you were one of a kind. I didn't think of anything that day, but I know I wanted to talk to you. See heres my life story.

My name is Jay Jay and I just broke up with a man I thought I was going to share the rest of my life. Boy, I was wrong. I should have seen the signs. I knew we were not compatible, but I didn't want to admit it. I was at the time, needed someone, and he was there. It was a good run, on-and-off. But I wanted to moved on, stop all the lies and denials. Im not going to lie, I was heart broken, but as the saying goes, You learn to love and you learn to be heartbroken. 

When I saw Kevin, I was mending my broken heart. I wanted to be truthful to the situation I know time will heal. I had to urge to meet other people. Because I didn't want any rebound, or maybe nobody wanted me. 

See the problem here is, I don't even know if Kevin fancies guy. But I have suspicious to think that maybe he is. But this blog is dedicated to you Kevin. No matter what happens, I know I'm being crazy. But this is the only way I know how. I can simply come up and talk to you. And I know I will.  (I will make another post to show, why he might also be interested)

Love makes you do crazy thing. Is this love? infatuation? or wanting something you can't have? There's so many questions to answer, and I hope we answer each and every one. 

I have gone crazy thinking about you!

Hello. I created this blog so I can tell you about a guy that I like.